3 AM thoughts written at 10 PM.
I must say, something has been plaguing my mind. Just when I feel like I have finally gotten a grip on life, it slips away, far out of my reach, out of my sight. Life has been pretty heavy and busy and I think, let me just go with the flow this time. And then I meet people that make me realise how much of a cruel place this world is. Every time I think I have an idea of all the stupid thing people can say, I see someone who does something so unnervingly idiotic, it feels like the world is trying to remind me that I have seen jack shit. Nowadays, I don't know who I am and what I am supposed to be. If I am a student, getting ready to live in the world, I end up not understanding half my peers I am supposed to live with. If I am a citizen supposed to serve the country, the country will use me for my labour and push me to the side, for I am everything they do not agree with. so what am I supposed to attach my identity to? Maybe its not just me. Maybe everyone is tired. Tired of this w...